Wonder & Amazement
written at Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Sometimes, words are not enough, words are
inadequate, they do not do justice in explaining the sense of awe, wonder, and
the amazement that we experience. And you know, it is perfectly okay if we
cannot find an appropriate word. Because God gave us more than just a mouth to sing.
An Adventure
written at Saturday, November 12, 2011My fifth semester in University is over, leaving one more semester to finish for my undergraduate degree. I thank God for the academic year that has been, including the many new opportunities, and of course, new beginnings.
And tonight, reflecting on the day, and all that has been, I was reminded today, "Heart of my own heart, whatever befall, still be my vision, O Ruler of all." This little line from "Be Thou My Vision" bleeds with earnestness. The acknowledgement of God's almighty reign over all things, reigning even over the things that man cannot control, the desire that He be the centre of every thought, motive, will and action, and the yearning to live more and more like Him.
And as I depart for another journey over the summer. I want this line to resonate within me. I want this to be a prayer that echoes in every mountain, and every valley. I know that this journey will be wonderful, because God, who is the Creator of all things good, will perfect and finish what He had started in all those who earnestly and diligently seek Him. That is a comforting thing to know. That is something that will give me peace and hope as I lie down to rest at night and that when I wake up in the morning, there will be a song, as another hymn writes, "Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God almighty. Early in the morning our song shall rise to Thee."
So goodnight for now, and will blog once again from the other side.
I'm ready for an adventure.
Thoughts On Discerning God’s Will for Your Life
written at Thursday, November 3, 2011
Excellent article. Andrew Byers, thank you
for giving me something to reflect on. http://abyers.wordpress.com/2011/08/30/thoughts-on-discerning-gods-will-for-your-life/
Ease of circumstances does not confirm divine calling. Not necessarily.
In seeking God in prayer for ten years about whether or not I should pursue doctoral studies in the United Kingdom, I found myself indeterminately waiting for the seemingly impossible circumstances to dramatically change, thereby signifying that I was indeed on the right path. In the recent weeks before the move to England, I embraced the sobering reality that an un-obstacled course was not assigned to me.
During seven years of college ministry work, one of the most consistent concerns students would express was that of discerning God’s specific will for their lives. What should I major in? Who should I date? Should my girlfriend and I pursue marriage? Am I called to do mission work? Should I drop out of school to chase my dream?
When you are 20 years old, these questions are freighted with such gravitas. For an emerging adult from a middle, upper-middle, or upper class background in the Western world, the options can seem so vast (what a luxury!), and narrowing in on one particular path—relationally or vocationally—can seem so limiting. As Christians, we are anxious to make the right decision. And a definitive choice at age 20 feels as if we are hurling ourselves irreversibly into one specific trajectory which will be nearly impossible to alter should we discover mid-flight that we were wrong.
One of the ways we tend to interpret God’s will for us is by favorable circumstances. “Open doors” we often call them. When everything falls tidily into place, our eyebrows are raised and the impulse is to assume that God is revealing His will for the immediate course of our lives.
But throughout Scripture, following the divine will often requires muscling through a heap of formidable circumstances that intensify in difficulty the more faithfully His saints march onward. If the Creator-God is in conflict with His wayward creation, then it serves to reason that following His call will often position us in uncomfortable tension with the circumstances and vicissitudes of life.
Paul makes this comment on “open doors” that has intrigued me for years—”…a wide door for effective work has opened to me, and there are many adversaries” (1 Cor 16.9). A path crawling with adversaries does not sound like a very wide open path. Abounding adversity does not attend what we normally think of today as an open door.
In 2 Cor 2, Paul writes again about an open door. This time, the circumstances all seem favorable, but he does not avail himself of the opportunity before him—”even though a door was opened for me in the Lord, my spirit was not at rest…” (vv. 12-13). In spite of what clearly seemed to be God’s opening of a path before his feet, other concerns compelled Paul to turn away from the opportune moment.
From these two texts where Paul uses the metaphor of an open door, we can make these conclusions: 1] “open doors” do not necessarily indicate God’s direction. And 2] ease of circumstances does not necessarily clarify the path down which we are to trod.
Ease of circumstances does not confirm divine calling. Not necessarily.
In seeking God in prayer for ten years about whether or not I should pursue doctoral studies in the United Kingdom, I found myself indeterminately waiting for the seemingly impossible circumstances to dramatically change, thereby signifying that I was indeed on the right path. In the recent weeks before the move to England, I embraced the sobering reality that an un-obstacled course was not assigned to me.
During seven years of college ministry work, one of the most consistent concerns students would express was that of discerning God’s specific will for their lives. What should I major in? Who should I date? Should my girlfriend and I pursue marriage? Am I called to do mission work? Should I drop out of school to chase my dream?
When you are 20 years old, these questions are freighted with such gravitas. For an emerging adult from a middle, upper-middle, or upper class background in the Western world, the options can seem so vast (what a luxury!), and narrowing in on one particular path—relationally or vocationally—can seem so limiting. As Christians, we are anxious to make the right decision. And a definitive choice at age 20 feels as if we are hurling ourselves irreversibly into one specific trajectory which will be nearly impossible to alter should we discover mid-flight that we were wrong.
One of the ways we tend to interpret God’s will for us is by favorable circumstances. “Open doors” we often call them. When everything falls tidily into place, our eyebrows are raised and the impulse is to assume that God is revealing His will for the immediate course of our lives.
But throughout Scripture, following the divine will often requires muscling through a heap of formidable circumstances that intensify in difficulty the more faithfully His saints march onward. If the Creator-God is in conflict with His wayward creation, then it serves to reason that following His call will often position us in uncomfortable tension with the circumstances and vicissitudes of life.
Paul makes this comment on “open doors” that has intrigued me for years—”…a wide door for effective work has opened to me, and there are many adversaries” (1 Cor 16.9). A path crawling with adversaries does not sound like a very wide open path. Abounding adversity does not attend what we normally think of today as an open door.
In 2 Cor 2, Paul writes again about an open door. This time, the circumstances all seem favorable, but he does not avail himself of the opportunity before him—”even though a door was opened for me in the Lord, my spirit was not at rest…” (vv. 12-13). In spite of what clearly seemed to be God’s opening of a path before his feet, other concerns compelled Paul to turn away from the opportune moment.
From these two texts where Paul uses the metaphor of an open door, we can make these conclusions: 1] “open doors” do not necessarily indicate God’s direction. And 2] ease of circumstances does not necessarily clarify the path down which we are to trod.
Abram was called by God to leave his country
and kindred for another life in another land. But when he got to that land, he
realized it was not only flowing with milk and honey, but also with hordes of
Canaanites. And soon after Abram spied those lovely hills and plains (and
Canaanites), a famine hit, sending him off to Egypt (Gen 12.1-10).
Canaanites and a famine: welcome to your lovely new home, Abram.
When God called Moses to deliver Israel out of Egypt centuries later, the message to the Hebrew elders was that God would rescue them and bring them into that good land once again. But God refused false advertising, describing the land not only as flowing with milk and honey, but also as crawling with Canaanites still (and “the Hittites, the Amorites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites” to boot—Ex 3.17). And following the divine will in the wilderness was so hard that the rescued Israelites on occasion regretted their rescue.
Ease of circumstances does not necessary confirm God’s call. It may actually be the evidence that we have missed a turn (the foxes have holes, and the birds have nests, but Jesus lacked a pillow to offer those following at His side).
Now, it must be acknowledged that God certainly does make the path strikingly clear and even easy at times—the psalmists rejoice over those moments. But I think we have to keep in mind this phrase from the Sermon on the Mount: “the way is hard…” (Mt 7.14).
The way is hard.
I taught on the Sermon on the Mount throughout the summer, and I was haunted by this phrase in Jesus’ teaching on the two ways, one broad (and easy), the other narrow (and hard). In recent months I found myself quite frustrated with God for not making the circumstances easier for my family and me as we set our faces toward England for a costly move and a costly degree program. But I kept reading that phrase over the summer—”the way is hard…”.
I don’t think I am writing this post to justify my move, or to valiantly declare that I have followed God faithfully. I think I am writing to sort through some lessons. And here they are again: ease of circumstances does not necessarily confirm God’s call, and “open doors” are not always indicators of God’s direction.
So counterintuitive….
Canaanites and a famine: welcome to your lovely new home, Abram.
When God called Moses to deliver Israel out of Egypt centuries later, the message to the Hebrew elders was that God would rescue them and bring them into that good land once again. But God refused false advertising, describing the land not only as flowing with milk and honey, but also as crawling with Canaanites still (and “the Hittites, the Amorites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites” to boot—Ex 3.17). And following the divine will in the wilderness was so hard that the rescued Israelites on occasion regretted their rescue.
Ease of circumstances does not necessary confirm God’s call. It may actually be the evidence that we have missed a turn (the foxes have holes, and the birds have nests, but Jesus lacked a pillow to offer those following at His side).
Now, it must be acknowledged that God certainly does make the path strikingly clear and even easy at times—the psalmists rejoice over those moments. But I think we have to keep in mind this phrase from the Sermon on the Mount: “the way is hard…” (Mt 7.14).
The way is hard.
I taught on the Sermon on the Mount throughout the summer, and I was haunted by this phrase in Jesus’ teaching on the two ways, one broad (and easy), the other narrow (and hard). In recent months I found myself quite frustrated with God for not making the circumstances easier for my family and me as we set our faces toward England for a costly move and a costly degree program. But I kept reading that phrase over the summer—”the way is hard…”.
I don’t think I am writing this post to justify my move, or to valiantly declare that I have followed God faithfully. I think I am writing to sort through some lessons. And here they are again: ease of circumstances does not necessarily confirm God’s call, and “open doors” are not always indicators of God’s direction.
So counterintuitive….
